The end

The end is approaching fast. School will be over in a few weeks. I can't believe it 4.5 years and it's almost over. It doesn't seem real I feel like I'm still a 16 year old girl in high school not a 22 year old wife, mother, and college student. Not only is school almost over my baby will be 2 on December 4th. That is unbelievable too. It feels like she should still be one. She showing signs of the terrible two. She doesn't listen, tells me no, stop, shut up. It's all bad but she will listen to her daddy and I don't know why she spend way more time with me than with him. Hey what can you do they grow out of this stage.
I think this is going to be one of my poorest Christmas. I'm glad kalynn isn't old enough to notice that she isn't getting any presents from me this year. I guess I never thought things would get this bad for me. All I can say is to keep my head up and get a job.

I need a job

This semester was the first time I wasn't working while I was in school. I thought that I could actually make it through December on just my school money but children are expensive. Over half of my financial aid was spent on daycare for my baby. I need to find a job so I can finish out the semester. I didn't want to get a job until I graduated so I could find a job in the field I was going to school for. I don't even know where to start looking for a job. All of the job search engines have little jobs. I haven't been in school for the last four and a half years to only find jobs at Circle-k and Ross. So if anyone knows of a good job int the finance field please let me know